Out of place
I'm currently in Anaheim, California, home of the famous mouse. I'm here for a few days on business. However, there have been numerous aspects of my trip that have made me feel a bit out of place.
When I picked up my rental car, they gave me a nice little Nissan Altima, a car I love but anticipate that I will never own. The part that made me feel a bit "hickish" was when I was AMAZED that this car started with the push of a button, no key required. HOLY COW!!
As my little belly continues to expand with the growth of our little babykins, I certainly look out of place with the many beautiful California babes on the streets.
Tonight I ventured out to Downtown Disney and felt out of place without my family in tow. I've missed both of my Js on this trip but I think tonight made it even worse. I'll be ready to snuggle my little guy and my big one too. Admittedly, I needed a break from Jeremiah to feel like a good mom but I really felt like he belonged with me tonight as I perused Disney paraphernalia for him.
Only two more nights here, then it's off to the farm for a few days. I'm certain to feel just where I need to be there!
When I picked up my rental car, they gave me a nice little Nissan Altima, a car I love but anticipate that I will never own. The part that made me feel a bit "hickish" was when I was AMAZED that this car started with the push of a button, no key required. HOLY COW!!
As my little belly continues to expand with the growth of our little babykins, I certainly look out of place with the many beautiful California babes on the streets.
Tonight I ventured out to Downtown Disney and felt out of place without my family in tow. I've missed both of my Js on this trip but I think tonight made it even worse. I'll be ready to snuggle my little guy and my big one too. Admittedly, I needed a break from Jeremiah to feel like a good mom but I really felt like he belonged with me tonight as I perused Disney paraphernalia for him.
Only two more nights here, then it's off to the farm for a few days. I'm certain to feel just where I need to be there!
posted by MJ at
11:16 PM
2 Comments:
Sorry you've been a bit blue on this trip! John must feel this way a lot during the week -- missing you and little j, etc. I think, however, that it's good to feel this way on occasion, it makes you realize just how SWEET your life is and how blessed you are to be alive and loved! Have a safe trip home, and try to enjoy this little escape while it lasts. Then you'll be back to the reality of a looming move, selling the house, etc. :) Hugs!
By
badger girl, At
9:50 AM
how did I miss that you were in CA?!? We missed you this Sunday. We had a totally unplanned picnic with the Becks and L3 after church. About the button to start the car--my car is like that. When I test drove it I had the same response you did. The sales guy must have laughed at me when I left!
By
Joanna, At
10:09 PM
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